well its been another week
a wasted saturday night
i was too knackered anyways..
in the meantime my sisters leaving for adelaide tmw morning for 3 months or so
casablanca and roman holiday are two great movies
i'm starting to feel like again that i'm not myself
the myself i want to be?
everyone seems to be moving forward cep me
i seem to be stuck watching things pass me by
i dont know whats wrong
maybe everything
nothing feels right at the moment
i'm not sure what i'm meant to do
i just feel like staring into space
or maybe just sleeping it off
but at the same time i want to cherish every minute i'm free to do things
i dont get a lot of time to do that anymore
but theres no one there with me
maybe i'm trying too hard
i feel fake
i think...
its weird how they show romantic bits up to the swoon and kiss but what happens after? thats all fake as well
song of the moment- in love again. rogue traders
here's looking at you kid.