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Monday, July 23, 2007
hello wisconsin
12:41 am

i really really love that 70s show!!!

well its nearing the end of a very long. study break. from uni which is kind of ridiculous but does really promote the fact that youre on your own!!

all my women who independent throw ya hands up at me~

hahaha i'm listening to way old songs so scuze the lyrical references

and well considering we have holidays for like one third of the year. yes. that is 4 months!?!? how you ask!? well considering 2 months at the start of the year, 1 month in the middle and about 2 at the end of the year?HM. makes you wonder...what we do with the rest of the time that we have!and why uni sucks so much money out of you for some reason
yes we have discussed the fact why curtin is always building something
and why slowly. very slowly the greenery in the uni is dissapating to give way to ugly ugly grey and orange concrete buildings. honestly!! it is really is a science based uni because no person in their right mind with a sense of colour coordination would have sinned thus so.
well yes uni begins in a week so begin again the painstaking 8am starts that never seem to die and the long long uni breaks that usually consist of doing some work. but barely any due to tiredness. well persevere! the only good thing about uni is another slight exscuse to meet up with friends i guess

i'm a survivor i'm gonna make it i'm will survive keep on survivin'

well the past week has been a blast~! for those who didnt know my parents did go away and well it does have its advantages. and well in the word of most of the guys especially craig "no party wtf?' . well i'm certainly not going to clean up the ass mess that you boys usually leave after a party so. are you? i dont think so. its my holidays my time . i'd rather not spend it cleaning up~ but parties are fun no doubt. gives me an excuse to turn up the music to deafening reaches and shake the wagon i'm draggin

my body so bootylicious baby~

which reminds me of how awesome the leedy was last wed even though it was me and dino that comprised the girls side, it was still really awesome even with the 1 girl to.4 guys? getting the guyss to dance like crazy~ and we were on the floor til the music stopped. which was at 12 but hey 3 hours of crazy dancing is good enough for me! even though the music changes a bit fast at least they play better music then metros. hands down!

which leaves me to tell how metros was yesterday. well this morning...the cloak room is pathetic. next time i'm wearing jeans to hold stuff. and hey stuffing money in your bra really does help when you dont have pockets. i'm still sorry for crashing you matt and queena and your date which was not a date apparently. but maybe i shouldnt have gone. maybe i should have stayed home and read my last installlment of harry potter which is my brother is desperately trying to finish before he heads to bed atm and with the fact that i'm goading him only makes him read faster! yay. but yeah being a third wheel is so lame!! this is what i resort to sam when youre away!!! and no none of the other girls really like metros city so =/ what to do EH. music was pretty crap though i still think the leedy is better but whoa did see a lotta people i did know
most of them guys? but girls from school!! ahh weizhen i'd love to steal your wardrobe!! and it was good seeing you. i dont think anthony recognised me but shrugs eh i thought i'd be polite, sorry i didnt say hi brendan!? you prob dont read my blog anyways hahaha but i did try to find you after with no avail.

and well these holidays have been well spent to relax and take time for myself. esp this past week! it was a blast really, i earnt more money then i thought with more working and chilling out with spent money earned on dvds and clothes...and god knows what, its that feeling where you feel like WHERE THE HELL DID MY MONEY GO?! and just staying up late and catching up with people. thanks for the t shirt jordan? have i mentioned that!? and well that catch up at clancy's fish pub [ which is such a cool cosy hangout really!!whic means we should go there more] then at gelares where it was total fun, driving diana home to her house in SUCCESS. haha i wanna go shopping at gateway for some random reason...and i really wish i had won the lotto!

oh yeah and i bought a portable hard drive and chucked all my music/ manga onto it eh~ which is totally awesome! means i can bring it out around places, helps with uni and parties [music] and well...its just awesome!!just like all you people who actually bother to read what i write. which is totally just a waste of time HAHA.

some things never change though
like how my dad still thinks my glasses are horrible and old looking and apparently they are like ugly betty glasses. well i want a new pair anyways but shrugs.. i'll get around to it later i think i need to go for another eye check i feel like my power has increased. ie. i'm getting blinder.
and my phone keeps randomly dying for no reason ie. timeto get a new phone!!!but i realised i'm gradually building up my technological product ownage -mp3,ps2,camera,portable hard drive all essential to the runnings of an everyday modern life. i think i'm pitching in later for a new comp or something...well later..

oh oh and my pharmacist bought a new mazda 3. SIGH. and its a pretty dark blue green colour!! oh i soo want one now. in phantom purple.

REALITY CHECK.


wasting your time at 12:41 am

Tuesday, July 17, 2007
while my parents are away
4:26 pm

just a few words.

christina aguilera is still my playlist of the week.

i blew 250 dollars in one day. 200 which was on dvds- i have that 70s show season 3 to 5, all of the harry potter movies and the matrix trilogy. plus rebel without a cause [heart james dean] and step up =D
and i continue my dvd collecting yayyy.

that 70s show is that awesome

I MISS YOU SPAMMERS.

nobody ever wants to come out anymore. they always seem to bail at the last minute.

jordan- yay youre back!! and yay you bought me an extreme shirt which i HEART with all my HEART. thanks for hanging with me yesterday. until you had work.

i should really stop spending money~

i love pay WEEK.

i need to buy a ball dress. i realise. damn jb hifi and its damn cheap dvds!!!ARGH i always come out with less money and more dvds...which are cheap and a good buy. but ohh equals no money

AND TODAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS EVER. WHERE I GOT FREE NEUTROGENA SCRUB FROM COLES COS THEY OVERCHARGED ME AND SOMEHOW I GOT IT FOR FREE?

good day.


wasting your time at 4:26 pm

Sunday, July 15, 2007
christina aguilera <3
11:41 pm

"Save Me From Myself"-Christina Aguilera

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
a better woman to myself
to myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

happy birthday to kristy! we partied hard on your birthday and i'm sure you had a total blast for your nineteenth~ love you babe!

and the christina aguilera concert was absolutely awesome! so worth the 104 dollars i spent. listen to her new album everyone!

i really should go sleep. i think i've overexerted my working this week.


wasting your time at 11:41 pm

Sunday, July 08, 2007
so i'm not in a good mood
12:22 am

i'm at one of those points where you really hate your parents for thinking in your bloody best interest
like honestly what is the point of being 18 on a saturday night?~?~ honestly!?!? with working all the time i really dont have time for a social life besides at these times?!?!? oh and yes maybe i shouldnt work then. but how else am i going to get money? from the sky? the cat next door?!?

apparently i'm not allowed a social life past 12 o clock

its like " its not that youre not allowed. but its not safe so no you cant go. even though there's going to be like 20 people there that youve known for years and years. no you cant bloody well go.they'll all turn on you and cut you down with no thought cos really. deep down. theyre not your friends. at ALL." rinse and repeat. and repeat. and repeat. and you wonder y teenagers eyes seem to glaze over or they tune out

times like these i just feel like hitting something

and you know how everything they say just kinda makes you angrier
i wonder if one day i'll turn white with rage and destroy all humankind
maybe

and how do they know how to time at exactly the WORST time.
just when youre all ready. got everything. putting on your shoes, opening the front door


so its come to one of these moments where i wish i didnt live at home and could have a normal nowdays social life. this is why it is important to have older siblings break you in.
unfortunately for me that was not the case.

frickin frick.


wasting your time at 12:22 am

Sunday, July 01, 2007
in love again
11:44 pm

well its been another week
a wasted saturday night
i was too knackered anyways..

in the meantime my sisters leaving for adelaide tmw morning for 3 months or so

casablanca and roman holiday are two great movies

i'm starting to feel like again that i'm not myself
the myself i want to be?
everyone seems to be moving forward cep me
i seem to be stuck watching things pass me by
i dont know whats wrong
maybe everything
nothing feels right at the moment
i'm not sure what i'm meant to do
i just feel like staring into space
or maybe just sleeping it off
but at the same time i want to cherish every minute i'm free to do things
i dont get a lot of time to do that anymore
but theres no one there with me
maybe i'm trying too hard
i feel fake
i think...

its weird how they show romantic bits up to the swoon and kiss but what happens after? thats all fake as well

song of the moment- in love again. rogue traders

here's looking at you kid.


wasting your time at 11:44 pm

change of pace .

about me .

Name: exodus.state

Birthday: 30th.Nov.1988

Currently:HATE UNI

i'm liking ...

music!!
the net
shopping
getting money
CNY
hotties
gorgeous friends
food
sleeping
ANIME
manga
tv
that 70s show and scrubs
my new phone
my BED
passing uni
my dvds
the BEACH.

loathing ...

BEING SICK
uni
bugs
smokers XD
evil bitch people
having no income
people that wake me up
stupid bogan girls that ask for money when they should stop having sex and start doing normal teenage things
guys that have nothing else better to do then make people miserable just because they will amount to NOTHING.
evil people on the roads who drive dangerous. and who DRINK DRIVE
FLIES
prissy girls
petrol prices
junk food accessibility
halitosis
getting the bottom of my jeans wet on a rainy day
how it can be so freaking cold sometimes

post its .