sunny days.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

back from work

11:33 pm

o.m.g.
seeing your employers drunk is somewhat disturbing.
well i ended at like 1050... aunty thought it was just before 10 LOL.
she she was was. wasted.

just on another note as i sit here in my pjs, was studying last night and multitasking with watching the OC at the same time and OMG all those flashbacks to the first season where ryan had to stay in the model home that burnt down!! that like.. brought me back. and that song!! paint the silence is now in my head. its one of those songs that you can never get sick of... its so reminiscent....it put me in a mood.

i've decided the next time i get to talk to him i have to tell him how cute he is when he smiles... i cant believe he's never had a gf. or never liked anyone! its such a SCAM. he's lieing through his teeth. which also produce that gorgeous smile of his. sigh... i hope i'm doing the right thing!

-such a pretty young thing*

wasting your time at 11:33 pm

keep the bus rides coming

5:04 pm

yay! all the assessments are finished for the sem!! cep exams!! but i can chill til sunday =P
man yeah its taboo to talk about the pharm test!! if you do you get slapped . and after that its exponential slaps in both strength and frequency!! grrr...
TABOO
but yeah its all over!! i did good for my HSC oral!! 14/15 =P and i'm usually such a crappy speaker (speak too fast lor) but its all good!!!
i have work tonight but.
have to go soon =/
i get to go to UWA tmw though! yayyyumsss i havent seen spammers in ages!! and etc peeps =P
i've got a new email too! insurrm0unt4ble@gmail.com- add me

but yeah just a quick drop in note.

keep the bus rides coming.
-i'm glad its nearing the end of a semester. time really does flow by these days. tests and assgns are over and everything's coming into place. cep for exams. but during that time i realised .that i dont get to see him at all. to try talk to him. to see him smile [i could somewhat live off it]. so what am i going to do when i dont see him for a month?... i wonder... as the nights get colder the more i wish that i was warmer. that he could keep me warm. but the more i think about it the less likely it seems it will happen. we're complete two opposites. it seems like i'm not the type of girl he wants. if only.i just want him to be mine... i dont get to see him tomorrow. but on the last friday before i have to stop thinking about this and concentrate on exams i want to spend the day with him. i hope he wont find someone else in the long days ahead. and until the next time i see him on the bus. to sit next to him. to pretend to sleep on his shoulder. i'll be in hibernation. until his smile will wake me up like spring.

the leap of faith. does he? should i ask?

levitated.

wasting your time at 5:04 pm

Friday, May 26, 2006

i <3 korean breakers.

11:19 pm

i <3 korean breakers. theyre crazy ultimate got something in their kimchi and spicy noodles that makes em the best in the world. total mad off the scale.

- i'm gonna put up photos of em later but for now just some slick names which jordan will probably knock me later for but its aight.
crews: gambler, rivers, drifterz, expressions, extreme, obawang, last 4one TG breakers
bboys: hong 10, physix, born, casper, lilou, ronnie, darkness ,baek,joe,c-4,bruce lee, the end-kys
i cant think of anymore atm... but daymn. they hot. they korean. and theyrebreakers. what more can i want *faint*

yeah thanks to jordan, i wanna start breaking again. but first i need to start building muscle and getting fit. i'm gonna tdo this in the big ass break after exams- nothing else better to do so might as well go running everyday. and YEAH. i at least wanna do an air flare. but i have man arms already =/ how is that possible? maybe its just my deltoids... but yeah need to work my tummy and thighs *thumbs up*

yeah watching em clips make me wanna hell try em and injure myself =/ what fun eh. i wanna be tank!! help hubibi, but yeah i realise. i'm more of a guy then a girl... but then again... being girly takes too much effort. seems like i'll never have a boyfriend. i'm too blur for one anyways, i'd probably make a really crap gf.

well some shout outs for this week-

happy birthday jordan! many blessings and its been great getting to know you more this year cos yeah... no one else to hang wit at uni cep me =/ sucks eh well yeah... i'll try to make it to your birthday party but if not! you wont remember anyways. cheers! have a good one -the 24th

happy birthday to katherine on the same day! but i didnt see her so well..yeah

happy birthday to clement today! hope you had a great day as it nears to its close eh , half an hour

well i've got mass homework. i should get started on it eh... its getting so close to exams. theyre gonna pwn me good. and then woo break!!! hopefully get my Ps and start getting fit eh.

lol and the guy i croon about. i dont think he'd ever want a tank more boy than girl girl. i'll writemore about him later but for now i'm out.

levitated. insurrmountable*

wasting your time at 11:19 pm

Thursday, May 18, 2006

ffs.

12:37 am

ffs.omg.- heheh go my kor. miss you mass =( like didnt realise how much i missed you until i had you at uni then POOF. gone. you disappear back to UWA. lubb you eeeps!

i really want my w810i.. i hope i get it soon.. drewpoo help ^_^"
but in the meantime UNI suzxors to the MAX undoubtedly and indefinitely.
my next 3 weeks consists of stressing and mass assgns/homework/ insominia/ yawn filled breaks/loathing pharmacy to its deep dark core.
however:
-i've concluded that the engineering people are crazy. and seem to do no work. and always be in the lounge. and freak everyone out. you know who you are.
-found out this girl in my class [kiran!!] was like. on TEEBEE> for a sunsilk/pantene shampoo ad for like... india or malaysia or something!!! wth i was like whooaaaa i know i real life. model. double back!
-that i really need a haircut.. its getting back to my length before i cut it!! and its only been... 3 months. =/ wanna dye it but pharmacy guys are nazi-ing against it." its such a waste of money blah blah blah"
-my thumb is full munted =( poor thumb... really hurts *hamtaro eyes* and its my writing hand!
-HSC [one of my units] suxzorz. but at least i have an extension!! WOOT. i was so happy ^_^ YAY. the weekend will be my saviour.
-its so cold at night...
-the band who plays hanabi : the girls got really whacked teeth. totally put me off the song. and ALSO she's got munted dancing too =/ WTH.
- yay bleach movie!!! OMG YAY BLEACH MOVIE. - kudos to my new ichimaru figurine!! its leetzor to the maX. look.

like is that HOT or what!!! EEEEEE. <3 ichimaru!! but hitsugaya is still the hottest ^^.
yeah well atm i'm waiting for bleach ep 80 to dl... man like 10 minutes...nearly 1... *yawn*

well in the meantime more crooning [ apparently.]:

- courage is virtue.

on that regular busride home. the same old stop. same old crowd. the existing void that was between us, nonetheless how small the gap was. i managed to break it for those few precious minutes. as the night was getting colder by the minute i could not care less as my head lay on your shoulder. me slouching to reach where your knees reach. legs nearly knocking. warmth so close but not enough.
but for that short trip. it was inexplicably, tumultously, blissful. no matter how uncomfortable it was. no matter the people around us. no matter the jolts of each stop. there was pure excitement and happiness running through each sensory neuron in my body. every nerve on edge. yet i was meant to be drifting off into rapid eye movement. but i was dreaming. how could it not be a dream. the more i think the more i wish... i wish... i hope. i hope. things dont crash and burn. next time i aim to be completely selfish and divulge in my happiness. again. please. one more time. one more opportunity to be closer to to him...

well bleach has finished dling!!! YAY.
sleepzorz.

-song of the moment: bon jovi- you give love a bad name.

-firework flowers.*

" you took my half way to heaven"
" well i'm glad i didnt take you all the way there."

wasting your time at 12:37 am

Sunday, May 14, 2006

green tea me.

1:10 am

to everyone i havent seen in ages. HELLO.
that includes people at UWA and somewhat murdoch.
miss you guys...
all i seem to do is hang with like... willo people who i dont really know. and most of em=guys.
oh no.
loneliness factor is increasing.
at least amy can make me laugh. yay one friend in pharmacy.

well cant help it.
and yesterday didnt help it either.
well it was jamie's 18th. and it was me VS. willowers [ i was the only non willower there. WOO HOO.] and you know... i'm pretty antisocial and volatile in my behaviour... and all of em have 5 years of highschool on each other. with me. like.... a few weeks. great.
but yeah most of em got pretty wasted while i did music. on cheap vodka. ew.
pretty cadbury though.
sorry jamie it was inevitable. i'm entitled to feel a TAD bit lonely. just dont want it overwhelm me. then i'd go back...to what you once knew me as. ew.
but glad you like your presents.

got mass homework...sigh. my brain's stressing.

just some randomness...i guess.
-i keep thinking youre going to say no. that you have someone else in your heart. other people you'd rather spend your time with. the risk at the moment seems too great. all the things i want to do i dont. cowardice overwhelms me. but i hope that you might. that i might be... everytime i see you on the early mornings and sit next to you. i want to put my head on your shoulder. to hold your hand and feel your warmth comfort me from the cold. it might be a bit too much to ask now. but maybe. soon.? i aim to make you laugh tulmultously. because your very smile brightens up my day. even when its dark and rainy when we catch the bus home. it never fails to make me sigh- inside and outside. when you act so slow. when you just walk off on a tangent. when you always give me your somewhat full attention when i come and annoy you. i've started to look for you everywhere i go. even in places i know you arent there at all. i dont know if this'll work... but. i'm obsessed. happily.

- so what if i look like i'm about to cry.

song of the moment. Hanabi - ikomono gakari. and lee hom!! thanks elmo.

PS. BAHAHAHA i still think that its funny that your mum thinks you look like a robber. imagine the possiblities...

" OMG WE'RE BEING ROBBED!!... oh wait that's just my son." lol bahahahah gg

wasting your time at 1:10 am

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

deprive me.

4:56 pm

the grandeur of things should never wear off.
tolerance should be developed to one's full extent.
insanity should never be limited to one's imagination.
love should be lovely.
thoughts should be thought in full.
inspirations cometh from planting seeds of genius.

let my lips touch gold.
my eyes see beyond the sounds of dawn and dusk.
grace flood my soul.
melody swamp my sins.
fingertips touch cold hard matter.
innocence be open to all that is impure.

let me bleed.
pull the trigger.
aim for my heart.
calm me down.

-if only i had long arms. so i could reach out to hold his hand in mine. curse you.fears of ree-ject.

wasting your time at 4:56 pm

Monday, May 08, 2006

INCREDIBLE.

5:34 pm

just thought... i'd put this up. i love this quote.

" i dont know what to say when ugly people say i'm hot...." - credited to george [aaron] AKA ambulance technician paramedic AKA superman but WAY SMART hero *

bahahaha...

let the pwners reign.

wasting your time at 5:34 pm

Sunday, May 07, 2006

let music reign.

6:23 pm

If You Were a Song-Mark Sholtez.

If you were a dream
I wonder how many hours I’d sleep
How hard it would be to wake up and how easy to fall

If you were a dream
There would be nothing else I’d want to see
No reason to ever have opened my eyes at all

If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a songI would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

If you were the sun
I couldn’t bear have a cloud between us
I’d search for a place where they say that the rain never falls

If you were the moon
Every night my eyes would be fixed on you
Never closed for one moment from dusk 'til the first light of dawn

If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

what a great song....i have to get his album =more great aussie music.
and besides that. i have to get an mp3 player. every minute without music in the air seems wasted. there's no content. no satisfaction. when's the 10gb nano coming out!! it maybe overrated but its undeniably sex to the maX.

other great songs atm:
sleepy jackson-god lead your soul
rihanna-SOS
the veronicas-secret/when it all falls apart.

i wanna check out mach pelican but i think. i have to be 18. damnit. theyre jap! and they look cool- check the STM guys for more info. and they met in perth! 1997...ages ago 0_o

mmm... let music reign indefinitely.

levitated.

wasting your time at 6:23 pm

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

let looooooooooooooooose.

9:27 pm

woooooooooooooooooooooooo.

its SO COLD. wth.
another long long day where i've nearly fallen asleep in each class.
and omg BAH so full from nandos!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN! YOURE 18. AND GET A NEW BADMINTON RACKET. BE BLESSED BY AZNESS EACH YEAR.

and speaking of birthdays what should i do for my birthday.
like i coould have a party. but too much hassle. but everyone should be free cos its after uni and exams so you have no excuse unless youre going overseas which. you.
SUCK.
but i DO wanna take shots ^_^ who's comin with me to buy alcohol! we'll get...tipsy? hehehe
but yeah!! omg soooooooooooooo wanna do that. and we'll buy a few beers too =) weee
what fun.

let's let go....

miss you babes.

wasting your time at 9:27 pm

Monday, May 01, 2006

rogues do it from behind

7:59 pm

HEEEEYYYYYYYYYYY. long time lah.

well uni began today AGAIN. quite an eventful day actually! besides me wanting to sleep in human bio lecture ^_^ hehe...yeahhh i occupied myself by picking fluff off my new vest 0_o

oo birthday greets:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CHAU TODAY. weeeeeeeeee drive me HOME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSIE TODAY TOO!!!! MANY BLESSINGS BABE =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHI LON 18TH. LAST WEEK 25TH APRIL ANZAC DAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN HEHE TMW. 18TH! YAY NANDOS =)

OH AND HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO GABE. WHO'VE I'VE MET.TWICE.

yeahhh phew!! look at all the ppl! sheesh... i wanna be 18
too bad jamie! the sexpo ends twooooooooooooooooooo days after your birthday! what to get you....*ponder ponder* i'll do a birthday post for you later.
well yeah my gosh! its been ages since i've blogged. that's cos my adsl slowed down to dial up. and when that happens. i cant post lol. stupid bandwidth limit....grrrr.
well ASIA was good! yeahhh....got dressed up! typically azn =P thanks for spending the night with me kris ^_^ yay. and thanks to everyone who was worried about me when i got skunted!! spesh to dino and jordan who i mass whinged to after.
layed low after that finishing my homework= me good girl.
crap chem quiz!!! finally 36/36 but yeah... everyone's pretty screwed for chem =)
exam times are out too!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. scared =(
i got my new glasses!! wooo orotons ^_^ hawt.
and yeahh... now its a new month! woo.
i booked my 1st phase!! 5th july. yeah after american independence day.wooo. hopefully i'll pass! i'm really scared! T.T help. well yeah... poor anthony=( suxzorz to the stupid failing of his driving test today . another month. booo *thumbs down*
dim sum yesterday was heaps good! thanks for coming: cathy sam wenni fred dino vinny jamie aaron jespar and mirinda, and thanks catpee for organising it!! ^_^ give me free coffeeeeeeeee.
its getting SO COLD.
i need to buy another jumper!!!
oo oo i'm gonna buy shirts =) ONLINE.yay.need to save up ^_^
for an epilator too ^_^ i should get one
i just realised today. i've got a really annoying voice. sorry guys =(

the ultimate inequation. i>u =D you know that's right.

song of the moment: from some...ad sung by a guy ^_^ oo and that three song from the three ad

i like you
i like the things you do
you make me want to be a better man
make me want to understand how you
can do the things you do
i like you doodoo doo doo doo doodoo doo doo....

loooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. you.

micheelleeeeeeee *in ben's drawl voice*

homework due:: human bio PA4. HSC 180 project and presentation. PB120 presentation. pharm 100 memorizing and calculations. chem pre lab.... i hope thats it. someone reremind me.

wasting your time at 7:59 pm