sunny days.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

like a star

1:33 pm

"Like A Star"-corinne bailey rae

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

wasting your time at 1:33 pm

nothing last forever

1:22 pm

all by maroon 5

"Nothing Lasts Forever"

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

"Not Falling Apart"

Ooh…

Danced all night, slept all day
Careless with my heart again
Fearless when it comes to playing games

You don’t cry, you don’t care
Afraid to have a love affair
Is that your ghost or are you really there?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

Ooh, oh

Weather on a sunny day
Time slows down; I wish you’d stay
Pass me by in crowded, dark hallways
Mmm

Try my hardest not to scream
I find my heart is growing weak
So leave your reasons on the bathroom sink

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

Take what you want
I will be just fine
You will be better off alone at night
Waiting and falling
Constantly calling out your name
Will it ever change?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

Ohh, ooh

Better That We Break"

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

"Back At Your Door"

From the moment the lights went off
Everything had changed
Lie awake in an empty room
In my head it all feels the same

Like the taste of the day you left
That still lingers on my breath
And the dampness of tears that left
A stain where you had wept

All alone with the negligee
That still hangs off of my bed
I keep meaning to give it away
But I just leave it there instead

No need to cry about it
I cannot live without it
Every time I wind up back at your door

Why do you do this to me?
You penetrate right through me
Every time I wind up back at your door

3 more days 'til I see your face
I’m afraid it’s far too much
Cook a meal and fix up the place
Dial your number, hang it up

If I took you for granted
I apologize for acting tough
You’re my reason for living
And there’s no way I’m giving up, oh

Don’t need to cry about it
I cannot live without it
Every time I wind up back at your door

Why do you do this to me?
You penetrate right through me
Every time I wind up back at your door

Now every evening is a bitter fight
And I’m eating home alone on a Friday night
I know what your friends say
“You’re just wasting your love and time”
I will never let you change your mind

No need to cry about it
I cannot live without it
Every time I wind up back at your door

Why do you do this to me?
You penetrate right through me
Every time I wind up back at your door

No need to cry about it
I may just die without it
Every time I wind up back at your door

Why do you do this to me?
You penetrate right through me
Every time I wind up back at your door

Every time I wind up back at your door
Every time I wind up back at your door

songs of the moment.
maroon 5-a little of your time
michael buble- call my irresponsible, lost, everything, the world on a string

wasting your time at 1:22 pm

Thursday, June 21, 2007

whats wrong with me

12:45 am

oceans 13 is absolutely awesome
george clooney is old. but still hot.
and so are brad pitt and matt damon.
oh i wanna watch it again
and its made some of the girls and i want to get dressed up and head to the cas to have a fun night out. especially before sam leaves,but there might be a problem with money. hmmm

but i feel like lately being so anti social with all the work and uni has made me become. socially inept. incompetent even. i feel like lately i keep saying really wrong and vulgar things that people should retort. like how people speak before they think. yeah maybe i should be just restricted to not talking and just listening.
otherwise i feel like a complete idiot

oh yeah and i bought more stuff
which makes me even poorer
but spending time with my mum was good
and once again why didnt you come say hi to me sam!! i'm oblivious to most people and things around me ie i have no common sense
but yes i bought perfume! more calvin klein eternity moment cos my bottles nearing half way and its the only perfume i use nowadays 49 dollars for 100ml is pretty cheap
and i bought my dream boots
asi i found out stocktake is a dream and reduced them to half price. to an affordable price.

i love my dream boots.

song of the moment: powderfinger-lost and running

wasting your time at 12:45 am

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

so who's poor?

12:09 am

oh i am so poor.

i think spending a little well over two hundred dollars does that to you

but it was very well spent

purchases include:

awesome jacket n a singlet

two pairs of jeans

a sexy satin dress [i wanted it in scarlet red too.i still want it.]

oh and i bought one ages ago but i thought i'd show it as well

tights

bras

two pairs of hot shoes red heels and sachis[i'll put em up later]

a belt

a semi cardigan over top thing

a bracelet and earrings

and...a present. i think thats it.

but i do still want

boots

white specs

that awesome super mario world top from jayjays

those caramel chocolate peep toe shoes from harbortown

and sin city which i regret not buying at this very moment

oh and i'm meant to get a dress for the pharm ball

well then working over the next few weeks will compensate

things i should do

donate blood

study more

sleep more

get a haircut

redye my hair

exercise

clean up my room

clean the car

wash my clothes-which i shall do tmw

but yeah i thought i'd put a few photos. cos i havent used my camera ina while and i'm slightly bored and its still really cold.

good night

wasting your time at 12:09 am

Sunday, June 17, 2007

done with exams

11:54 pm

well i am so glad that exams are over and DONE WITH.
but for one thing i hope that i do pass
and i hope that if i do not pass that i will get a supp
even though they are such a bitch
but at least its saying theyre giving you a second chance
and that you dont fail and have to
repeat.
damn.

well i figured since i'm done i'd be just relaxing for the next month
but atm it just looks like i'm working
so how does that work?
i was planning to be a total lazy ass and not do nothing
but plans have taken a turn
and now i dont know what to do

sorry matt that i cant come to your birthday function
work is a bitch but i need the money
to refuel what is going to be a spending spree-age tmw
retail therapy always works like a charm
like even today i bought the red heels i have been eyeing
and harbor town was heck crazy
i'm glad that tmw is a monday and that everyone will be at work or exams still meaning it will be less annoying people

lessons i have learned today include things about static electricity-from my sister
like how keeping to get in and out of your car can set the pump on fire
and that a shock is like 2000 to 4000volts
see this is stuff that everyone NEEDS TO KNOW
and that black sesame gelato. yeah thats right. is AWESOME.

i still need to do my scrubathon
but things i am looking forward to include
being a couch potato
catching up with people like going to the movies on tuesday
shopping and sleeping in
being able to stay up late-r

and since i figured that all the stocktake sales are happening
i will change the layout of my blog
soon

oh and i want a clear umbrella. kmart being lame and all has stopped stocking them. they were there one week. then *poof*but in the meantime

i heart my new red shoes and black sesame gelato.

wasting your time at 11:54 pm

Thursday, June 07, 2007

oh now ive gone and done it

9:45 am

i'm taking a break from studying this thursday morning to tell you about my SPENDINGS
which of course i dont regret
i'm now just poor
damnit.

since there's like no clothes i like to buy nowadays i've sequestered my money into buying movies and tv series
SO FAR. after coming back from big W just then my collection comes TO
season 1 to 5 of scrubs
family guy season 1 and 2
lord of the rings trilogy-which was surprisingly cheap- only 13 dollars per 2 disc pretty set
napoleon dynamite!! hahaha he's so cool...

and what i DO want to buy is
that 70s show!!! ahh atm my sisters borrowing them froma work colleague but i just saw them in bigW just then and they were only 30 bucks per season, stupid jbhifi were selling them for like 50 something what a rip so i'm contemplating in getting them...after exams...to spend my holidays watching =D...yes..i shall do that
house is on special there too!! 36 bucks a season which is pretty darn cheap compared to other stupid stores go bigW ftw!
and they have a few other movies i kinda want like dude where's my car HAHA thats such a good dumb movie..
oh and i wanna get sin city and fight club cos they both are awesome and i shall venture to jbhifi after exams to get them!

but yeah atm now i'm poor...i think...well poorer so if you ask me to come out during holidays and i cant i'll either
1) be too poor to
2)be watching all the stuff that i bought especially scrubs =D
3)be working
4)studying for pharm chem test

oh and i also want boots =D

boo studying.

I HEART THAT 70s SHOW.*

wasting your time at 9:45 am