yes i know its 5am in the morning BUT
this stupid flu yes stupid summer flu pshh
is keeping me up
everytime i TRY to get to sleep
my diaphragm ends up heaving and i start like mass hacking as in cough hack.
its almost like a cough after you throw up
and that's what i feel like now
its like i'm coughing and it HURTING LIKE HELL.
strepsils vaguely help but i think i need to buy ones with an anesthetic in them tmw...
man being sick is expensive
but at least my sister cooked me porridge
atm i'm vaguely contemplating not going to o day
i even have a medical certificate
but i told ben i'd give him a lift
CURSE THIS SICKNESS/
but yeah i can be found at home now always holding a pillow near my chest next to a box of aloe vera tissues which were also unreasonably overpriced but i decided to buy them anyways.
yes i went to the doctor and had to wait for a freaking HOUR before he told me what I ALREADY KNEW. and then told me to get some codral....PSHSSHSHSHSH!@!@#! ffs!!
but at least i have a script for amoxil now, which is valid for a year and sinc ei'm not going to use it since i dont have a bacteria infection i'm going to wait til the next time i get sick. YES.
see its soo weird my parents dont believe me in these things, they think i'm being stupid and not going to the see the doctor is being stupid, i just did it to make em stop complaining but SEE it was viral. antibiotics dont help viruses >.> but noo0o0 and then my mum goes and buys this cough mixture with stuff that makes you throw up. well its an expectorant medication with you know ammonium acetate BP ipecachuana mixture BP and i'm like MUM this stuff'll make me cough even more. she just starts saying i dont know blah blah blah blah BLAH. pshh..so how is this going to work at the end of my career...REALLY.
but yes i also cant sleep because i feel like throwing up...the codral's making me all woozy and dizzy which leads to the feeling i wanna throw up and i started feeling really faint SO I REFUSE TO TAKE IT....so yes. and for some reason i keep on burping...and its not a nice burp its an icky burp, i think the flu's affecting my tummy...bleh...very soon i wont be able to eat anything because i just cant handle it, trying not to make my whole family sick, i have to dispose of all my tissues into a separate plastic bag after my dad scolded me about throwing a whole wad of em into the other bin, and have to cough into a tissue at all times and keep washing my hands
which comes to the question how do those new antiviral kleenex tissues work?! really can someone tell mE. i cant believe uni's starting so soon
at this rate i wont be able to go out on saturday night which is a real pain =/ and i'll be working the whole day too which wont encourage my recovery, but its a change for the past 3 days not actually working, but i'd rather Be working than stuck at home with the freaking flu. BAH.
i'm still contemplating going to UWA guild day tmw
i do wanna sign up for msu and asia but i dont know if my body can take it...
and i'm wondering if i want to pay for the student guild
since its now no longer included int eh uni fees it cos a freaking 110 dollars. i really only used it for the food? now i GUESS its worth it since later on last year i just bought food like everyday... and holidays have made me lazy to make my own lunch so HM. i wonder when the payment's due by... i had to spend money on petrol today though =/ AND the stupid parking permit BAH freaking 90 dollars i cant believe its gone up by so much1?!?!?! i mean its like a 30 % increase?!?!?! wth!?!?! stupid curtin trying to sucker as much money outta the people that attend there...esp international students they pay a HACKload...
but yes i'm not looking forward to uni..especially since i'm this sick now and my minds still in holiday mode ergh...it'll be good to see everyone tmw.. letse hope i dont make them sick
and lets hope at work i DO get sent home wahahah cos at one stage i'll be unreasonably coughing my lungs out and spreading viruses to everyone. including all the people that do want to get cured. maybe i caught it from one of them...bastards...
i should try get some rest... *COUGH*
