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Sunday, May 14, 2006
green tea me.
1:10 am

to everyone i havent seen in ages. HELLO.
that includes people at UWA and somewhat murdoch.
miss you guys...
all i seem to do is hang with like... willo people who i dont really know. and most of em=guys.
oh no.
loneliness factor is increasing.
at least amy can make me laugh. yay one friend in pharmacy.

well cant help it.
and yesterday didnt help it either.
well it was jamie's 18th. and it was me VS. willowers [ i was the only non willower there. WOO HOO.] and you know... i'm pretty antisocial and volatile in my behaviour... and all of em have 5 years of highschool on each other. with me. like.... a few weeks. great.
but yeah most of em got pretty wasted while i did music. on cheap vodka. ew.
pretty cadbury though.
sorry jamie it was inevitable. i'm entitled to feel a TAD bit lonely. just dont want it overwhelm me. then i'd go back...to what you once knew me as. ew.
but glad you like your presents.

got mass homework...sigh. my brain's stressing.

just some randomness...i guess.
-i keep thinking youre going to say no. that you have someone else in your heart. other people you'd rather spend your time with. the risk at the moment seems too great. all the things i want to do i dont. cowardice overwhelms me. but i hope that you might. that i might be... everytime i see you on the early mornings and sit next to you. i want to put my head on your shoulder. to hold your hand and feel your warmth comfort me from the cold. it might be a bit too much to ask now. but maybe. soon.? i aim to make you laugh tulmultously. because your very smile brightens up my day. even when its dark and rainy when we catch the bus home. it never fails to make me sigh- inside and outside. when you act so slow. when you just walk off on a tangent. when you always give me your somewhat full attention when i come and annoy you. i've started to look for you everywhere i go. even in places i know you arent there at all. i dont know if this'll work... but. i'm obsessed. happily.

- so what if i look like i'm about to cry.

song of the moment. Hanabi - ikomono gakari. and lee hom!! thanks elmo.

PS. BAHAHAHA i still think that its funny that your mum thinks you look like a robber. imagine the possiblities...

" OMG WE'RE BEING ROBBED!!... oh wait that's just my son." lol bahahahah gg


wasting your time at 1:10 am

change of pace .

about me .

Name: exodus.state

Birthday: 30th.Nov.1988

Currently:HATE UNI

i'm liking ...

music!!
the net
shopping
getting money
CNY
hotties
gorgeous friends
food
sleeping
ANIME
manga
tv
that 70s show and scrubs
my new phone
my BED
passing uni
my dvds
the BEACH.

loathing ...

BEING SICK
uni
bugs
smokers XD
evil bitch people
having no income
people that wake me up
stupid bogan girls that ask for money when they should stop having sex and start doing normal teenage things
guys that have nothing else better to do then make people miserable just because they will amount to NOTHING.
evil people on the roads who drive dangerous. and who DRINK DRIVE
FLIES
prissy girls
petrol prices
junk food accessibility
halitosis
getting the bottom of my jeans wet on a rainy day
how it can be so freaking cold sometimes

post its .